 | You are the one who made me falter, you are the one who tripped me, and when I stumbled you were the one who laughed at me. You were against everything that I ever was, and everything that I am. All you wanted was a good f*ck, well now you have just been f*cked up. Honesty is everything, and baby I'm telling you the truth, when I'm with you... I want to puke.Throw up chunks that explode into your eye. Yeah... Dynamite chunky dunky vomit. Oh no, no, no, my feelings for you don't stop there. You hurt me, the pain won't hurt for long but the memories are scarred upon my soul for life. Everything about you is so disgusting it makes me sick. Throwing up chunky dunky vomit.
I'm not yours anymore, no matter how bad you want it - I will never go back. My feelings for you are like a whirl wind, first I'm as excited as I've ever been... Then it all goes down... Like the wearing off of a disease - filled drug... Or coming down from the caffeine that you drink in the morning because you couldn't sleep the night before, thinking too much about me so you could hardly breath.
Demons fill your nightmares and horrors of losing me constantly flood your mind. You want me back only because you're tired of not being able to sleep at night and always having a stomach ache because you can't hold me when you need someone to hug. B*tch, wh*re... That is what you called me before - why aren't you saying that now? You say you want to make things better, that you want to make things right... Shh yeah right. The mushy things you call me in the middle of the night to tell me even though we ain't together... Makes me wanna puke chunky dunky vomit. You are the one who made me falter, you are the one who tried to make me break.
I have lots of cracks in me now, broken pieces that can't be put back together like humpty dumpty can only be thrown away and allowed to waste away to nothing. Demons may fill your mind, but vultures are devouring my conscience, making it even more impossible to salvage the pieces from the trash and attempt put humpty dumpty back together again.
Written by Jlynn
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