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I made a mistake

By Ash17
28.05.2006
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	I gave in to my ex boyfriend when he asked me to come over to his house. At first, I had said yes right off the bat, and I got extremely excited, since I hadn’t been to his house in about 5 months. But then I got to thinking how he still hasn’t asked me to get back together with him, so why should I go over to his house and be with him when he won’t even commit. So then I told him I had changed my mind and that I didn’t want to go over to his house anymore.He got mad at me and hung up on me. The next day I called him back and told him that I wanted to again and that I was sorry... I just couldn’t help myself, I felt guilty, I didn’t want him to be mad at me. That’s my weakness. So I went over to his house on Friday night. I had a really good time, and I felt so happy to be with him! I truly did. But then the next night he said something to me online that really hurt my feelings, especially since I’m really self conscious. I was so upset, that I didn’t sleep the whole night. I practically hate him, or at least I want to hate him, but I know that I need him, and that I also love him. Can you hate and love someone at the same time? I think you can but help me, I’m really frustrated that I went over to his house, and did the things I did… (And no, we didn’t have sex… Thank God, I think I would have shot myself by now if I had done that)... But on the other hand, I’m so glad I was able to have that moment with him. I’m crazy aren’t I? *Written by Ash17* Submitted by Ash17

Caitlin

909 days ago Reply

honey you should move, on if you can hate someone you love then its not love.my boyfriend is great but hes done his wrong doings I have never ever hated him even in the middle of a fight all I can think about is how much I love him.and if he can delibratly hurt you like that without saying sorry then hes selfish and will never forfill your needs and senstivity that we woman strive for.you need a man that can stand up and say what hes feeling and not leave you hanging,tell you he loves you and means every word of it,and best of all a man who can say i'm sry when they damn well should

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