 | I am a loner, this is my life
However, that’s not where I strife
I wish to be, normal and happy too
Not always so depressed and blueWhy am I this way? I do not know
Perhaps my past determines so
My hate towards mother can’t be changed
Perhaps I’m driven and deranged
“You’re stupid! Idiot! Worthless cur!”
I try to ignore them, these are from her
Still, this leaves a painful scar
Leads me to tear and hate so far
Just ignore me God
I prayed to you with a faithful heart
Many times you didn’t answer
Slowly from this faith I depart
Do you think of me as a cancer?
I know you can, without a doubt
Answer my childish prayers
How does anyone become devout
Or do they hide under the layers
Parents, are they suppose to care?
Or do they bring pain and great despair?
Seeing young children without a care
Even when their parents are there
For me, they bring hate and fear!
Panic strikes when she is near!
My dad says she means no harm
I can’t say it works like a charm.
Written by richard c.
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