 | Someday I’ll make it all right
Somehow there’s still hope in sight
Constant battles I’ll never win
The anger in my scars and the struggle to be thin
How the hell did I wind up this way
Hurting myself to bring joy in each day
Raging thoughts of death and suicide
Why won’t this damn craziness subside
Mentally, emotionally, and physically scarred
Scared to love and lose so I put up a guard
Voices scream inside my head
Their vicious words leave me wishing I was dead
All this pain and frustration is tearing me apart
I’m losing the bright flame that once burned in my heart
My once warm eyes now have a cold blank stare
The pink, vibrant moods are occasional and rare
I’m searching for a life I can no longer see
I’m crying out for love to grab hold of me
My sole comfort is in self mutilation and harm
To get rid of the hurt, cutting works like a charm
A smile escapes as I watch the blood flow from my skin
This empty release leaves me feeling weightless and thin
Slowly, softly I’m crawling away
Crawling away from the torture of facing each new day
I creep deeper into my whirlwind of pain
Gulping down multiple pills daily in hopes of keeping me sane
But I’m exhausted, weak, and have no more tears to cry
F**k the hope of surviving, I’m not willing to try
Written by tishthenish13
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