 | Hello my dear mummy! Mother’s Day is coming up... The closer this day is, the more I think about you. I always think and remember you. I cannot say these words face to face for some reason but believe I think so and feel what I say.First of all I would like to ask your pardon for everything and say that it’s unbearable not being with you. But I really cannot. I remember you when I was a little girl. You were my loved mummy, caring, beautiful, and so close. I remember you were happy with my hand-made gifts to you. Now when I look at our family portrait I cry...
Then something happened and went wrong. May be I became older and didn’t want to be under pressure of yours. You still blame the grandma for everything happened. But I think there is no one person who is to blame. You say she always meddled in our conversation and told me to do the opposite. Probably you had no idea how it was difficult to be between two fires. But she’s my kin, after all. May be we should go far but I stayed to live with her ‘cause it was better for me that time. I was 14 years old. But you didn’t understand me and felt hurt.
Nothing has been going right since then. Now you hate your mother and I can do nothing. I don’t know who is guilty and I’m tired of finding out. I’m exhausted… Though I seldom visit and call you but I’d like you to know I love you anyway and I miss the mom you were in my childhood. Forgive me, it’s a pity everything turned out to be like that. Happy Mother’s Day! I remember you and I certainly call you.
Written by Lua
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