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Goodnight to you forever

I wait in lesson the clock ticks away
I wish the teacher would keep me in to stay
the bell goes off my heart begins to race
no one can see the fright in my face
I walk down the corridor
and through the door
knowing im going to be beaten to the floor

They would wait at the back gate
they knew where I went
I wasnt ever late
the back gates was where I was sent

I tried to scream they held my face
in a team of 3 they draged me to a derserted place

The car park in the school
where no one ever went
some times they would even use a tool
to make my world more bent

They never stoped
they had no pity
there life were probaly worse
but they took it out on me

They picked me up they brushed the dirt
they told me things that made me hurt
they told me not to say a word
they touched me and went
without being heard

They walked away I sat and I cried
I felt so used and hated my world
All this sh*t that I had to hide
Staring at my feet in the cold

I looked at my watch
Time to get clean
wipe my face
Nothing to be seen

I smile as my mum came closer
asking how my day was,
I said fine
wishing my life was over

I was only ten I was only small
I could only think of them pinning me against a wall
then kicking me down into the ground
I didn't say anything to anyone
and I tried not to make a sound

I felt crippled
I felt it all the same
the clumbsiest pupil in the school
fell down the stairs again

I became numb from all the pain
I couldnt block it out
I tried to shout
but I would wake to go though it all again

I felt so alone
in the toilets I would moan
I hid the bruises
I made my own bath
I cried all alone
I tried to make myself laugh

They broke my soul they broke my world
they stole my pride that I could never hold



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