These restless nights are taking hold of me.
Having nightmares, and hallucinations of how it use to be.
Memories of your sweet lips touching mine.
I use to wish I could turn back time.
Not needing you to survive was the obstacle.
All feelings of you, for you, have melted away like an unwanted
Something better has appeared in my life, and more reliable.
I know I have stumbled upon true love, thats undeniable.
No more lies, your deciet has no more power here, it has vanished.
All love for you, thoughts of you, even memories of you, from my heart are banished.
For I say goodbye love, hello disease, which has over taken me.
But my true 'disease' I can not live without, don't you see.
This disease doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger.
When you catch it, you come to the realization you can't hold out much longer.
Trembling with every breath, a single touch makes you quake.
Thinking of the cure makes your entire body shake.
For love is a disease, you can catch it anytime, at any place.
Just realise it is a real monster, one you must come to face.