Sometimes I call just to say hi but yet sometimes I call just to say goodbye
Even though there’s never much to say just hearing your voice makes a conversation underway
The thought of you while I wonder
Lying in bed made me take note of the things I once saidLike the time I thought to myself about the way you like my hair
In different styles instead of the one I had for the year
Like the time I thought to myself what I would want for you to do
You actually listen to me too
Baby, sometimes I wonder what do you do before you go to bed
Do you wish I was there instead I wish for that sometimes just to hear your voice, to feel your touch when the mornings rise
And if I did something bad I’ll apologize and kiss you right where you lye
Just thinking about the warmth you give lets me know am safe never scared
And every night I seem to have the same old dream
Where you’re trapped between your world and your worst enemies
Yea, I know it’s just a dream but sometimes the thought of your world feels like it’ll collide
In an explosion maybe even worst maybe it’s the fear you might even get hurt
Some days I know it may feel like sh*t
But I wish you would talk to me before you get into a fit
Miss those days where you wanted to know more about me
And what I’ve been through but now those days really do miss you
Now am stuck in an unbalance of love and fear
Don’t want to live through any more scenarios dear
Just want to see you clear
For the first time and the only time without carrying all the tears
So many days I get angry and upset
You never once pick up the phone instead you leave it alone
Then some days I don’t feel like the you know instead I feel like a wh*re you welcome home
All these thoughts scramble in my shell now I know why am living in this hell
Not once did you take me out on a first date we been together for a year am I a mistake
You tell me you wish that my mother would let me out yet am here kissing on the mouth
Is it because am young at heart not that beautiful you need to keep me in the dark
Or maybe you fear what people would say if they knew about us along the way
I have no fear being with you but maybe you do
I like being around you but the question is do you too
Do you really want me like I want you or do guys like to just do the do
So I ask myself this question from time to time
Are you sure you know me enough to be mine
I guess time will tell if it’s a lie.