 | How I wish I could turn back time, where I never meet you, where I never known you, where I never had this strange feeling but maybe it was fate that brought you into my life just to say hello and then to say goodbye.How I wish I could say to you personally that I fall for you, that you invaded my heart and my peaceful life. And I want to say sorry to if I fall in love with you, its really out of my control, I never thought that it would happen in me, that I feel this strange feeling.
I just wanted you to know how happy I am that I meet you, that our world meets, for this is the time where I realized that being in love is somewhat a mixture of several feelings, where I never thought and expected that it would happen in me.
How grateful I am that once in my life, I meet a person who make me fall in love because its rare. I will never regret the things that happen between you and me; I will treasure it and intend to keep it forever.
a friend ask me a question, "Why do we fall for someone who really not for us, do we should blame ourselves because we fall or should we blame the one we fall for because they made us believe that they are the one? It made me stop and think. Do I have to blame myself or do I have to blame the one I fall for, the one who invaded my peaceful life? Well, my answer is, I can't blame the one who make me fall in love! Maybe the best answer is "Sometimes love is unfair , the more you sacrifice the more you're hurt, you think that you give your best but it seem its still not enough until such time you don't have a choice but to give up.
Hope as time passes by I could forget you, that I can overcome this feeling of mine. The only consolation I have to myself is to accept the reality of life, that life likes that. That people come into our life to share a special moment, to make us happy and suddenly they're gone and leave us behind. People come and people go. Others just stay for a while without knowing that in their stay they become a part of someone life.
Loving you was the hardest thing to do, for my entire life, this is the time where I was uncertain and unsure, insecurity is all around me.
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