Today I felt my soul slipping away
I knew it was happening I felt the decay
I whispered to myself "it will all be over soon"
But I knew I had to keep going I knew what I had to doI've failed so much with my dreams and my life
I handed myself over for an affair with a knife
If I couldn't save myself maybe I could help others see
Their life is valuable, don't turn out like me
My only chance of helping went down the drain
The girl I was meant to save just couldn't handle the pain
She left us all in shock and surprise
She tried to end her life with an simple suicide
I'd failed her, God and myself
If only I had known how to help
I can't feel anything anymore I've turned black
I will all be over soon I'm never coming back.