No one’s visiting – we’re all here. Here to stay – here to drift away. Here for people not to hear what we have to say – here to be shamed and disgraced. Here to be ignored – here to be filled with lies. Here for now, but eventually we die.When we die – what will we tell Him when he asks how it is that we lived. Anger – has its reasons. No need to simmer or drown in self-pity and hate – we eventually die. We live, for what? For those around us – who will eventually die too. We live – for what? Who is going to analyze our lives when it comes to the end? Will we be able to accept what we’ve done? Will we die in peace – or will our souls forever be in agony over what was and what wasn’t when what wasn’t should have been? Try to consider the agonies of others – but why? Why not pick and choose what eats at us? Why have anything eat at us at all? We live – but for what?
What excuses will we make when we come to face our judgment day? Will they be acceptable – or will we see a flicker of shame cross our heavenly father’s face? Mistakes along with the decisions we make – are forever – scarred upon our soul. On occasion, they may be overlooked. But they cannot simply be erased. We live – for what? It seems we live for hate and lust and drugs – but why does it matter to impress them – they eventually die too.