 | I messed up big time, yes I admit it. Just tell me what went wrong please. I miss you so much and I want you here with me. She told me that you still loved me and I believed her, until I talk to him. He was with you just last night, I called him just to talk.He told me you would never take me back and that you wanted nothing to do with me. He said you told him you didn't love me anymore. Why? Why all the lies? Who's telling the truth? Him or her? Did Payton lie or did Curly? I know I messed up but please forgive me. Everyone makes mistakes, even you. I'm only human, so please can we at least be friends?
God why am I even trying. That's it I give up, no one cares about me. My family hates me and now my friends hate me. My life is over. But hey, maybe we never really loved each other, we just let ourselves believe we were in love, but then again maybe we really were in love. I guess it doesn't matter now 'cause you want nothing to do with me but I deserve that I guess.
So this is good bye, even though I wish we weren't over for good but life isn't a fairy tale ending. I love him and I always will. I hope he gets his fairytale ending even though I didn't. I just want him to be happy even if it's not with me. Happy fairytale ending!
This story is deticated to my baby boy Nathan Smith aka Natter Tatter. I love you.
Written by Kendall
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