In a daze so confused
killing my mood
making it worse
as I hit the big white wall of remorseI turn back to look at my fingers
Black and blue
The blood drips down to the ground
I look up in a mirror
Loosing control of something that should have never been
Everything is built up in my head
The feelings of my fingers are dead
With no love left inside
I just want to cry
What is there left for me
I can’t hold it in any more
I can’t stand the fact of getting hurt
Just over and over again
I shake my head
How could you be so blind
And not see what’s in front of you
I’m right here with my heart wide open
Ready to take you in
Some things holding you back
And that something doesn’t even want you back
I’m here
Standing in front of you
You will never understand
The feelings I have for you
Maybe you just don’t want to
The cuts and bruises
Don’t they stand out to you
Or is it because you don’t want to listen
Open your eyes
I’m not as blinding as you think
There’s nothing confusing
Because
I’m right here with my heart wide open
Ready to take you in
Something’s holding you back
And that something doesn’t even want you back
I’m here
Standing in front of you
You will never understand
I try to open up
Tell you what’s on my mind
But I’m always saying the same thing
With you there’s always something new
Some new problem with a girl
They all end up hurting you
Playing you
Messing with your brain
I’m right here with my heart wide open
Ready to take you in
Something’s holding you back
And that something doesn’t even want you back
I’m here
Standing in front of you
You will never understand.