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	Ok I'm only 13 and I've never told anyone the complete story of my first (and only) love...I've decided to tell it now. It all started on May 16th 2005, my best friend, Erika, had just started dating this guy named Danny and I was dating his best friend Neil. So it worked out pretty well, we would go on double dates and have a lot of fun. But the longer I was with Neil I realized that I had no true feelings for him...I also realized that without meaning to I had fallen for someone else...Danny. I wasn't sure about what to do so I confided in my friend Joyce and she told me that I would ruin everything if I ever mentioned my feelings for Danny to Erika. However I could not continue to mis-lead Neil so I broke it off with him. I felt really bad because he suspected that I liked Danny although I would not admit it to him. The next day Erika came over to my house and confided in me a small secret...she didn't like Danny she actually liked Neil! I was obviously ecstatic; I couldn't believe that I might have a chance with Danny. So I decided that I should tell Erika how I felt about Danny. She was happy for me because she had always thought that Danny liked me. The next day she called Danny and broke up with him...in the same conversation Danny asked me out and I said yes. All was right in my world until my parents found out. For what ever reason they thought that Danny was a duggie (although he definitely is not). They told me that I had to brake up with Danny emideiatly! I was so sad but I hatched a plan...what my parents don't know wont hurt them, looking back I really regret going against what my parents thought best but I can't change the past. Anyways I continued to go out with Danny until around August without my parents knowing about it. That's when I discovered that while Danny had gone to family camp he had met a girl named Katie and they had started going out! I was outraged Danny broke up with me saying that he was very sorry. Well I continued in my depression until school started. I let Danny know that I was totally over him...Complete lie but whatever...he said that it was good that I had moved on. Then in October he sent me a message in class saying that if I was still interested he would brake up with Katie and go back out with me. Of cause me being an idiot said yes I would love to go back out with him. So we started going out, then in late November he broke up with me again to go back out with Katie. I was so sad and I felt like such an idiot. Then again in December he broke up with Katie to go out with me although I knew it was wrong I went back out with him. Things went pretty good through December and January but in February he said he just needed a brake so he broke up with me to be single for a while. Against all better interest he asked me out again on February 22nd and I said yes. It's March 4th now and we have been together sense. Ever sense then he promises me that he will never go back out with Katie and that through all that time he never stopped loving me but I'm scared. He says he loves me all the time but I never say it back. I think I'm scared to trust in him again I've given him my heart and each time he broke it in half. My heart can't be broken again and I will not let it! So how can I trust him to never let me go if that's all he's done so far? Please give me your advice on whether I should just leave him and move on (although I doubt I can) or if I should trust in him just once again. *Written by Lilly Wikioul* Submitted by Lilly Wikioul

paris

915 days ago Reply

ok first things first u r being bloody pathetic u are ummmmmm 13 get over it you cannot possibly be in love ok 13 THIRTEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u dont start to even fall for someone until your at least 16 maybe 15 even 17 u dont no what love is so forget aboput it

jillian

915 days ago Reply

hey hun whats up??? look I know how you feel and I been in that situation b4 well actuallly im still kinda in it I been with my boyfriend since I was 13 now im 16.. and thats how are relationship was... I think you hsould just try it this last time and if it happens again dont take him back.. because you are still young and u could find someone who will make you happy.. holla back at me if you wanna tlk my email is xxjillianxx2000@yahoo.com and my aim screen name is silvadollaholla3

Julie

915 days ago Reply

I think u should try to 4 get him cuz a guy like that NEVER changes I wood try to find a nicer cuter funnier better guy! he sounds like a dog to nme! he is just playing u and the only reason he keeps going with u is cuz he thiks ur e z! trust me I no ive been through the exact same situation! bye hun!

OrangeLeo

915 days ago Reply

Hey..dont listen to others when they say your too young because age is nothing but a number and if he you love the guy give him another chance...be stong...

unknown

900 days ago Reply

I wouldn't trust him because if he didi it one time he'll do it again. I've been in a relationship like that,well Im in one like that now, its depressing wondering whats gonna be his next move.Its hurtful and stressful but I deal with it cause I love him .

Amanda

890 days ago Reply

Hey I'm 13 too.I've been in the same situation except my guy started dating one of my best friends.It hurt so much but then he came back to me.I was happy but then he broke up with me again.Were still broken up and I have moved on but my advice is to just see what happens and take a chance with this danny guy.He might change u never know.and despite what people say u can fall in love at any age.

Richard

877 days ago Reply

ur retarded
ur so young u hav no freakin idea what love is and u keep datin tat *ss tat keeps dumpin u
ur the sadest thing I ever knew .....

Sarah

872 days ago Reply

Your sooo... dumb! Of course you shouldn't take him back you dork, he's just going to cheat on you again obviously. How long is it going to take you to realize this. You should def. cheat on him to break his heart and then dump him!!!!!!!!

Judy

829 days ago Reply

your so stupid sorry to tell you how many times has he left you alot so just get over that *sshole that aint worth shiet. I guess you dont like yourself couse if you did you wouldnt let a doek walk over you. and remember you 13teen you have a life a head. I once thought I was in love at that age but inreality we dont know shiet. loss that dunm *ss guy please

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