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Should I go back to the drama?

Well 2 years ago November 24, 2004 I got with this guy his name is Kristopher, he asked me out and we were all happy but this only lasted a few hours 'cause he left some messages on my phone and it was like 2 a.m. My mom took my phone and heard the message.Till this day I don't know what the message said but here is where the drama started. My mom got supee pissed, my friend was trying to cover for me but it didn't work so that day I also got my report card which was bad so all drama started.

My mom caused the cr*p out of Kris and his mom found out too so now we were prohibited to talk with each other which we didn't listen to and we kept on talking. We were still together I would sneak out of the house after I got home from school but one day we decided that it was time to go further if you know what I mean. So we did it but then we realized that the condom had fallen off then I started feeling woozy and I had all the symptoms of a pregnant woman.

I took a test and it came out to be true. I was pregnant I did not know what to do. One of my other best friends tried to stop me from doing anything stupid but she wasn't succesful. So she kind of said ok it's your body whatever but during all this I told Kris that I wasn't pregnant that I had gotten my period but I was lying so I slept over my friend house and her cousin was there.

I went to get an abortion all alone without telling my mom my boyfriend or any relative! I got done with it and whatever and then me and my boyfriend started having problems like we would brake up and I would get with someone else but it would never work out because I still loved him. So then I would with him and whatever there was actually 1 day that I got caught going out and skipping school my mom was furious I was so stupid that I drank these pills and got toxicated almost died too.

So then I had a phsyciatrist I told my x-boyfriend that I was preganant and that I aborted the baby like 3 months ago then we were planning 2 have a baby but we forgot about it 'cause it was only going to ruin our lives.

I was raped on December 29.2005. I believe my mom doesn't know because I was over with my dad and Virginia to make this story not that long. I broke up with him like 3 weeks ago and now I'm with this guy. He's great but I still love Kris but I have special feelings for the other guy so who should I go with?



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how old did you say you are?? you sure are doing a whole lot of stuff that you shoudln't be doing. going from one guy to the next.
 


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