I'm lost here in this dark world. Hiding behind my mask so that no one will know. They say don't live in the pasy but I just can't let it go. There's been too much pain in 15 years of life. So many times I have wanted to pick up that knife. It seems like no one ever understands me.My true self no one will ever see. I look in the mirror every single day and try to figure out what's so bad. But then as the day goes on I remember why I am always so f****g sad. Pain, tears, fear, and heartbreaks is what I live by. Always setting in class wondering why. Nothing ever goes right. So I sit in my room crying at night. My one true love has left me in the cold. It seems like every time I fall lies I am told. But see I thought this time it was true. I thought he meant it when he said "I love you". Well I guess everyone knows how this ends. He said "we can still be friends."