I sometimes wonder if you will ever change
I look at you and all I see is a stranger
I fell in love with someone I really didn't know
All these words you have ever told me; are they lies?
I see you and all I see is selfishness, hate and regret
I don't just see
I feel it
Your cold like winter and your personality is hot like
a dark summer's night
If you had to choose
Between saving a stranger's life or mine
What would you choose?
Let me choose for you
You would choose that stranger and just let me go
When I am in the room with you
I try not to choke
I feel so lost and so lonely
So afraid of wondering when that day is to come
that you will wake up and say
Enough, I don't want you anymore
I know you don't need me now
but I still like having that sense of you being there
Whether your mind is else where
Just having you in my presence is good enough
I love you but why can't you love me
I gave you my heart in the eyes of the man above
What were you giving me that day?
Not you.