 | 15 February 2006
Wednesday
02:50
Dear Diary
I miss him so...much. I can't wait till I go back to school. Yesterday it was St.Valentines. I didn't think I'd be okay but it didn't go too bad. I thought I was going to be upset because he wasn't there beside me for St.Valentines but I wasn't, I was actually feeling pretty good. This St.Valentine, it was very special because it was the first time I fell in love with someone. On Monday I stayed up until the clock striked twelve reading p.s. I love you and then it was St.Valentines.I listened to our love song and I looked at his photograph ( Am I not lucky to even have one?) and thought of him. I made a little wish and I said Happy St.Valentines to him in a special way (You probably think I'm nuts, right?). Then I put his picture as a wallpaper for my phone and it's still there today so that whenever I open my phone I see him smiling at me. I got him a Valentine's card and I wrote a little poem inside it. I also wrote a letter to him explaining everything to him from the beginning until the end. The last thing I did was I put two poems I had written which were dedicated to him in the envelope and that was my Valentine present for him. I'm sure no matter what he got for St.Valentine's, I know that my present would be the best, if he knew that I got him something. I'm not trying to be modest but it's true. Writing two love poems especially for someone for St.Valentine, it's something that money can't buy but something that comes from the heart. I stuck my card in my diary and it's always going to stay there, he’s never going to see it, I'd consider moving to China if he ever saw it. I LOVE BW.
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