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Can't seem to let go of him

I’m only 15 and I can honestly say I’m deeply in love with a man. It sucks to admit that he did me wrong, but I can’t let him go. I’d do anything in this world to get him back-but he's hurting me so bad-I love him with all my heart.He lives 4 hrs away from me - and in the arms of another - but I’d make it clear 2 him that not even she can love him better than me - I cry every single night hoping one day he realizes I am truly the one for him - when he told me he was in love it was so hard to believe - but as each day passed by I believed every word he had told me - they say I’m way to young to know what love is - but I’ve experienced it - and I’m more than sure that its him I want in my life - I’ve never wanted a man so much that I pray 4 his own health and hope so bad inside me that he'd return - and there no doubt inside of me that within a second passing by I’d take him back - he and I has been through so much that I’m more than convinced he’s the one I need in my life - and no one in this world would be able to complete me - every single tear drop that burns my face is a cry for only that single guy- and it kills me inside every day that he's with her - I understood why that happened- I close my eyes and still can't believe it did happened- I’m still unbelievably stunned. I’m a continue to wait till the next time I’m held back in his arms - cause every time I close my eyes at night its him that I see - I see no other - its so funny that I always knew love was hurt - but I never knew I’d hurt for love. .. and every day that passes by I hold on to the thought of him in my mind - cause I’ve never loved like this before- a love I need to hold onto - a love I refuse to let go - I wish he can see how bad he's making me feel - or how my heart bleeds for his eternal love - how my tears stain my pillow every night - and to gain his love I’m a continue to fight. .. there’s nothing more in this world I need to complete me- cause the only one with such great power is him - I want to spend the rest of my life with him - he once told me the same - its hard to believe that I’m so prepared to hold onto a ever lasting relationship - but I’m willing to do it - with all my hopes and wishes soon enough he'd join to be my partner- everyday my love grows - hoping that somewhere inside him he feels the very same way - I promise my love to you my feet that will walk beside you through every changing beat - I've already walked through fire - and felt the rain - why can't we join the clouds? I never chose for him to be the love of my life - he just happened to be it - I’ve already danced with him the rhythm of romance - And ripping my heart apart so bad inside me it still dwells - wanting him so bad inside my life that I’m ready to do it again - start our relationship all over and it'll only build us stronger – I’m so confused - loving him? I’m still wondering why - but in my heart it’s always going be me and him till the very last day...till the very day I die-I love him - that is why I’m a continue to wait - in my hands the only thing I hold is fate



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Alex
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I know how you feel, truly loving someone. Just being happy because your crossing the street that she lives on. Willing to do anything for her. Still feeling that way, months after she breaks up with you, and just wanting to hold her in your arms. Be strong, God has a path for all of us.

On a side note: Be quiet you ageist, just because we're young we don't know what real love is. Way to ruin any sense of intelligents you have. Just because someone is younger then you are, it doesn't mean they aren't smarter, or don't understand different concepts.

 
SweetAsian
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U'll know what love is when the object of your affection returns the love. He/she will love you unconditionally. Love does not hurt. If you've experienced hurt and betrayal. Its not love. Sometimes people confused infatuation and obession with love.
I will say it again..Yes you are young. What you're feeling right now is normal. We tend to be obesses with the one person that hurts us and doesn't want to have anything to do with us. People want what they cannot have. This person is NOT IT for you. If he was the right person for you, you will cry tears of joy..tears of love...not tears of a broken heart. Trust me. Its temporary. It takes time but that feeling will go away. When its all done and over with. You'll look back and laugh at the stupid things you did.
 
Alex
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What your saying is a fantasy. Where everything is peaceful and happy, and when you meet the right person, s/he will never hurt you in any way, and will always and forever treat you like a princess. Well guess what, we live on Earth, and that NEVER happens.

It's in human nature to make mistakes, and sometimes that person that you love will make a mistake, that will cause you to get hurt. But to love someone you must forgive there mistakes. Being infatuated or obsessed can also all be parts of being in love, because you care/d about this person so deeply.

For all you know they could get back together and live happily ever after, and it probably wouldn't have been the first time something like this has happened. But it seems like you on the contrary, have no idea what love is.
 
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one life. live it
 


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