 | yet overjoyed by the destination
The pen stutters helplessly as it doesn't know where to begin, slowly
Drifting, drifting... Into reckless thoughts, maybe even trivial ponderingDon't really know... It's supposed to come naturally... Without
any given will
One moment, exhuberant feelings of joyfulness that have me smothered in
Another moment, something kind of like in-between happiness and sadness
Extremities in either of the following would have me surely drowned, but
At least I'll have a route to follow rather than halting at a complete standstill
Usually defined by experts as feelings of nothingness or even better emptiness
Like a student waiting for his final exam results to be announced
Not knowing what to expect, in moments to come he could easily be
Overjoyed by his success or even torn apart trying to overcome bitter failure
All I know is I don't like being stuck in the middle with no direction
Sometimes even seeing myself as a stranded car at a narrow edge of a cliff
Being on top of the mountain in all of it's might and glory, swirling but balanced
Also at the same time not falling down leading to my destruction and demise
Just really placed in the middle... Patiently... Waiting... Waiting to be pushed forward
Do I carry on and try to drag myself over the dangerously, slippery pathways or
Do I plunge right downwards into the deep end, surrending hopelessly
The choice is in my hands and there's plenty of fuel to back me up right to the end
Yet despite all of this I can't choose because the choice has already been made, due to
The vague yet assuring image of the finishing line being thrust in front of my eyes
Which yet again has fooled me into believing the undoubtfull truth that I-Shall-Prevail.
Written by THE FiSH
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