 | I'm sitting in a cold dark room
Shivering, naked and alone
Breathing heavily, feeling scared
What did I do, I need my phone
I reach for my purse, where'd it go?
Where am I, where are my things?
I look around, it's way too dark
Wait what's that pain? It stings!
I look at my arm, what is this?
Was I drunk? Stoned or high?
My veins are blue all down my arm
It hurts so bad I could cry
What did I do that could hurt so much
A needle? Or even a knife?
I can't think now I need some help
I don't want this to end my life
Where are the lights, I cannot see
I try to stand but I fall down
What is this that broke my fall?
My purse and clothes on the ground
I grab my phone and use the light
I struggle to put my clothes on
The light from my phone finds a door
But the feeling in my body's gone
I bring myself to a slow crawl
Inching myself to my exit
I feel so helpless, insecure
The door handle, I can feel it
I turn it quickly, look outside
The light is blinding, my eyes close
I can't move anymore I think
And I feel myself start to doze
I might be sleeping, I might not
All I want; again to feel free
I'm just laying here, on the ground
Until someone who cares finds me
Suddenly I wake, blinding lights
I hate being unable to see
But what I hate more, I tell you
My arm was the only thing set free
I gain my sight back, close my eyes
Right now I would rather be dead.
I looked where my arm used to be
It's gone, and I am in a hospital bed
Drugs, sex, alcohol will do it
I should have listened to my head
Telling me to put the needle away
Now...to this hell is where I was led
I hope you learn from my story
All drugs will have their side effects
Karma has had it's way with me
Don't make my same mistake
Written by Tweak
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