 | I started talking to my ex boyfriend again after everything that we have been through. Well I ended up staying with him last night (Valentine's Day) while my sweetie is at home, because I had to work until 12 and my sweetie had to work from 8 until 5 in the day and I had to be at work by 6.So I of course ask my sweetie if it was okay, because my ex had just graduated from High School and I told him that when he does we had to go drink together, so we kept those plans because we try to not break promises to each other. It being V-day and everything it got really busy where I work at due to the fact that I work at a resturant in Texas so I didn't get out of there until almost 1:30 in the morning. My sweetie texts me telling me that I wasn't going to call him tonight and all this BS. I was, but think drinking people intend to get loud. A bunch of guys together... Hm, you tell me! But anyways.
Chilling with my ex last night brought back so many memories and feelings. I didn't even know that all those were still there, don't get me wrong I still love my ex but I didn't think I loved him more now that he is gone. Not gone but not mine anymore. I also realized that he has my heart and I don't want him to give it back. I wish I could see what he could do with my heart if I was still with him. I wish my gradien Angel would have made me changed a few of my plans where I could be with him still. I shouldn't have jumped into a new relationship so quick right after this one that I had with my ex. That is something I wish I would've taken my time on. Get my feelings straighten out. But I got into this one and now I can't get out. I still love and care for my ex but I have someone else that doesn't have my heart and I don't want him to have it.
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