 | Travis, I am a faster typer then I am a writer so I will type this to you I guess. Um well anyway I just want you to know that we are never going to ever happen again. We have nothing but a past. I love you, but that’s got to change.I put up with your bullsh*t for 9 months and I’m fed up with you walking all over me, and leading me on. But I blame myself for giving you so many chances. It just took me a really long time to realize that you are beyond repair. I can’t fix you and I can’t make you love me the way you should have but what I can do is move on. The point is that I was the one waiting and you were the one who left. But the weird thing is that when you left is when you treated me the best, why cant you be the guy that’s in your letters Travis? Is that guy even real? I mean how many times are you going to say you’re sorry for the same thing? The only time you ever sweet talked me was about something dirty, when you wanted something and in boot camp, I was the only girl who cared. You didn’t sweet talk me just because you cared Travis. At least not in front of anyone. I was the one who did the caring, not you. You wonder why your friends talk crap about you not caring about me and not treating me right well maybe that’s why. I fell harder and harder in love with you everyday you were there. And that’s why I can’t get over you, I waited forever for you. I wouldn’t have waited for someone for 5 months if I didn’t love him. But you changed when you got back you weren’t the guy in your letters anymore. I am NOT your b*tch and I’m tired of you thinking that you can have me anytime any place and anywhere. And any guy that thinks that he can use me has got to be out of his mind. I just can’t believe that I dug my self so far into this hole for 10 months you treated me like this, but like they say love makes you blind I guess. I just hope you don’t go doing this to another girl, especially Paige because ill let you know you hurt me so much Travis. And you did it over and over and over again. No girl deserves that pain, even if I hate Paige. But let me just ask you some questions, why do you tell me you love me when you want something and then turn around and break up with me? Is it because you have had enough or that I haven’t given you enough? You’re so stupid you call me just to say hey Amarah get over me, I’m sorry Travis but I’m not over you, not yet. I want you to know that every time I took you back I never once lied about my feelings for you, everything I felt was real. Unlike some people I tell the truth, I NEVER used you and NEVER talked to your *ss. I loved you and every time I said it I meant it. I just wish that things could be how were before there was a time when you loved me like I wanted you too, but that’s when you were gone. You and I both know what you did to me at Laurens party was wrong. You want me to just be your friend but I cant do that its too hard you make me fall for you every time. I can’t make you care and I can’t make you be the guy I want you to be, and you will never be him again. But what I can do is put this to a stop I’m not yours and I’m not your property I’m a person and it’s about time you treat me like one. Travis all I want to know is if you felt the same way, did you love me, like you said you did. Because sometimes you have to go through so much bad that you finally get to the good but that’s not the case for us anymore. And that’s why I said yes when you asked me out because I thought we could make it work, but I can’t work with someone that’s not willing. All you do is hurt me. So just find another girl to use because this one is through with you. This is my last “love letter”
Amarah
This is really deep for a 13 year old huh? Well if you guys want you can use this but put "HIS" name in it...Thanks PLEASE COMMENT!
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