 | You will always be a memory
That stays with me for the rest of my life
No, we didn’t have the chance to make any new memories
At least I learnt from the experience.
We need our regrets to learn more about ourselves
I will eventually forget to remember, the little details
About you and I and our imaginary future
That lonely Christmas, spent crying, wanting nothing but to be in your arms
Depressing poetry, paintings and too much alcohol
Sums up how great love really is
The endless attempts to get through to you on New Years Eve
Time stealing my life away
Waiting for the minutes to turn to what seemed like a lifetime
That long, long agonising year wasted. Wasted on you
Living in a warped presence with no future, reality didn’t exist
Yours and my reality never existed.
My insides eating away at the feeling of missing you
I should miss myself more. Not you.
There’s an empty hole, where you hacked out my heart
And I willingly fed it you
You gnawed through every piece
Causing severe agony
Yet all I worried about was if you were enjoying it
Well I hope you choke on every piece
I hope the taste linger and haunts you
I hope your putrid vomit has the sweet taste of guilt tainting it
I pray your every last kiss tastes it too
And escapes before you work your way to their hearts
I want you to drown in the crimson river I drowned my loneliness in
But most of all I want to stop loving you.
Written by BrokenEmOtion
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