 | Sorry doesn't cover what I'm tying to say,
It'll take a while for your trust to be repayed,
The reason that I did it was simply due to rejection,
it felt like the the sharp pain of an injection,
to think you didn't want me by your side,
thought I couldn't go on or even survive,
and so the shallow actions of a guy I'd never met,
led me to beleive that you I could forget,
but after he had got what he wanted from me,
the following morning made me see,
I'd been naive and stupid in the hurt of losing you,
it led me to do the horrible thing that I did do,
and so you cooled down and asked me to return,
in the happiness I forgot of the recent lesson learnt,
but it soon filled my mind,
kept me from sleeping at night,
and made me hate myself and tear myself in two,
not knowing wether or not to tell you the truth,
but I stopped myself, knowing that it would surely end,
whats the point in hurting you if I could just pretend,
and now the proof is written there in the results of a sti test,
written in black and white is the product of my mess,
I can't bear to lose you and I know you feel the same,
but because of what has happened things have changed,
remember the end of every call we used to say I love you,
I still haven't changed from then and I still really do.
Written by Tara
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