 | Just call me Mhynne. This is my love story goes. I hope you can able to relate to this kind of love affair, there its goes, I met the man thru internet we started as friend and we used to talk online thru sms and we often call with each other as times past.Then suddenly feelings that you can’t able to explain comes we felt in love with each other from time to time even we are working we used to call each. Then the word loves entered to our emotion: in short we become more than friends... But the something came out when the guy admitted that he was married before and had 2 kids but he told me that he was divorced by that time I accept everything about him so it’s okay with me. We met personally in my country he visited me for about 2 weeks and we really spent time together until he went back to his place. I gave him so much attention. I define the love that I gave him as self centered love. I really love this guy maybe because he deserved to be loved. This guy had been in a cruel love affair that he doesn’t want to experience anymore. He’s also stable with his carrier like me. After a months I decided to go to his place, and take the risk that I have in my country I applied work near to his place without knowing him... and I past everything exam, interviews in short in a month I was able to go to his place but the work that I have in my place is much different but I really don’t care about it as long as I can be with him… Surprisingly I inform him that I was already in his place, he was so shocked I wanted him so much to see him but sad is I have to wait 2 weeks before I can finally see him when that time came of course as a girl you expect that you will hug with each other and feel that you’re exited to see each other it’s all just my imagination, it doesn’t happen because the moment we meet. He just opens the car and let me enter and he just told "Hi" etc. I was so upset that night I thought that he gonna be happy when he’s going to meet me but not... We talk and he admitted that his family is together again his wife and the kids... I don’t know what to do when I heard it coming from him... after knowing those things I still do love him but I want to find myself I was so lost and don’t know what to do I gave up everything for him but I also have to think of myself I’m a looser... looser of the feeling that I gave to him. I love him so much so I let him go. I set him free without saying anything. I hope that he could find the love that he wants in his life.
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