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Lost and confussed

By lucinda
22.11.2005
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	My name is Lucinda I'm 13 yes old I like this gay name Steven Phan we were once together in gr7 tell one day I heard that Jessica g likes him too I didn't want to hurt her so I broke up wit him and gave her a chance to be wit him.About 1 month later I heard he asked her out I was turned apart when I heard that I was about to cry but held it on cause I didn’t want anyone to know that I still have feelings for him ,near the end of the squeal your I heard he still have feelings for me and so did I it was almost my b-day and I asked him if he was coming he said he was I was so happy until my b-day came I was at plant bath waiting for him to come but he didn’t we called him and asked if he was coming or not he said he had to take a shower so den I waited the whole day he didn’t came next day at squeal Jessica told me that he was with her at the Italian festival ( I guess he lied to me) he didn’t say sir not even a word ...at the end of the yr I told him I still liked him and den he said he said he still liked me too but then 2 days later he said he still has feelings for Jessica. For 2 months after that I didn’t talk to him I wasn’t even his friend I lied to Jessica that I liked sum body else so she wont feel bad for me or ruin there relationship I really wish I can tell him but what can he do he loves her too much that I guess he doesn’t notice me anymore or remember my name I tell my best friends all about it they ask me why wont I tell him the thing is I don’t want to be called a flute or btch so I just left him and her alone but the thing I hate is having to go to skwel I pretend I’m so happier when inside I’m bleeding I don’t want too smile I don’t want to bee happy I just want him doesn’t he ever no that? 2 quotes I like the most: You never realized that behind my mask I cry When you love somebody you always want them to be happy with the someone they love even if that somebody isn’t you Thank you very much for listing to my thoughts. Written by lucinda* Submitted by lucinda

angela

987 days ago Reply

wow...i had the same problem..it all ended yesterday..december 5th...
theres this girl whos been my best friend, and shes in 7th grade..the same as me... and like...she liked my bf..and btw this whole thing was a joke, so I couldnt take it no more...i was starting to be disverse...soo I had to stop it.. but then.. he was soo happy so I couldnt stop it.Instead..he did.She was heart broken.. but then I just cant believe she didnt tell me if she liked him or not..it just hurts..sigh..now look.. me n my bf are like... in a break now =/

abbi

964 days ago Reply

I know how it feels to have to keep yourself looking like you dont care when really all u want is 2 break down n cry but if he has feelings 4 u try n talk 2 im

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