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A New Addiction

By Arian
21.11.2005
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	I cut myself the other day To prove that I was right That I could cut myself just this once And stop without a fight But I felt something inside me When that blade slowly slit my skin A feeling of pain, pleasure and security That all rose from within I finally found a pain I could control A pain that was all up to me Burning and cutting my bare skin Then covering so no one can see I don’t do it for the attention I just do it to stay sane Most of all I do it to Level out mental and physical pain So go ahead and tell me That it’s wrong, these things I do I’m not sorry to say, no I won’t change No, not even for you So now you’re saying stupid things "You need help, some way, some how" Well here let me make it clear for you I never needed help before And I don’t need it now *Written by Arian* Submitted by Arian

Kristi

1460 days ago Reply

I totally can relate to your poem I know how you felt when you wrote the poem that was how I felt every day of my f*cking life unto someone kinda helped me which it worked a little but my life is almost back to the way it was before one thing I remember to help me out is think about there is some one that does love you even though you do not know who it is by the way I love your work

breanna

1460 days ago Reply

hi, I just wanted to tell u I kno what its like to cut yourself and I hope this poem is just a poem , and nothing more .... its amazing by the way ... yours truly , Bre

Dayvuh

1002 days ago Reply

wow...

miserablebabygirl

872 days ago Reply

I can relate to your poem as well. I did it once and i thought that that was it. But ive done it over and over again. It just felt good when i do it. I can;t explain it... it just helps me deasl with my problems and depression.

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