 | I feel locked up in this prison cell, there's no way out, I don’t remember what light looks like, I've been trapped in here to long, I want out I want to be free, I don't no how long it's been since the last time I’ve seen day, I’ve been in hell so long not feeling like myself.I can't be myself, and when I do my family or friends hate who I really am, and I end up hurting them, I can't express myself without hurting someone, this voice goes on and on in my head saying your not good enough just give up now no one will ever notice, but this other really really small voice is saying don't give up don't let them bring you down, I constantly have a shield around me not letting me feel, and sometimes I think if I don't feel then no one can hurt me, but what really hurts me is not being able to feel, it fills my heart with misery, I can't stand it anymore it's tarring me apart, it's tarring me apart from people, my family, and friends, I tried to get out but the more I try the more I feel trapped inside, I need help but everywhere I turn I’m afraid of a new feeling, afraid to find a crush or even a friend, I can't stop it, I tried and tried, but as I try it makes it harder to live with, maybe I should give up all together, but maybe I shouldn't because someone somewhere out there is a person who must just be able to hear me.
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