 | Every night I cry myself to sleep,
Because I'm thinking about you,
Between that and school,
I just can't deal with all this anymore.
It's not only hurting me, but it's destroying my life!
I'm sad,
I'm hurt,
I'm lonely,
And I just want you to see that I am sorry for ruining it all for you and me.
I still care,
I want that somebody who cares about me to be you,
Not only because you think I'm pretty,
But because you care about me.
My blue eyes have cried too many tears for you,
It's been so many weeks,
Since we actually been together,
You said "FOREVER",
But I guess it was all a lie,
About the love you had for me,
I blame myself for this,
I blame myself for this loneliness,
I blame the pain I have on me,
It is just too much for me,
I can't take it much more.
Yeah, I am scared to give you my heart again,
Afraid you will break it into a million pieces again,
But who knows,
Anybody I date could break it,
But I'm willing to take that risk again just to be with you.
For one more hug,
For one more kiss,
For one more "I love you",
And yet watch you walk away,
Telling me to move on and wait for a new day,
To find someone else to love me,
To find someone else to hug me,
How could I let this all happen to me?
Especailly to the one you so called cared for,
I'm hurting all the way to my inner core.
This pain is just killing me not only in the inside, but on the outside,
I can't sleep,
So please don't watch me,
As I sit here and weep.
Written by Amanda
Submitted by Amanda |  |
LOADING