 | Why do things got to be so difficult? Loving him feels so right but knowing he's not here with me, keeps me awake at night. I just pray for all this to be simple. Everything feels so good but I know it's so bad. He tells me he loves me every day.But we aren't together so it doesn't feel the same. Why do things got to be so difficult? Why can’t this just be simple; him be here with me; me be there with him. So we can fight, kiss, fight then make up again. I get confused for the way he makes me feel. All I want is for this to stop being a fantasy and all be real.
I wish at 11:11, pray at all the stars that some day we will finally meet and be together. I feel vulnerable when we talk about love. Knowing I can’t have you with me is what really sucks. I feel in my heart we will meet one day soon, so I can show you how I feel and make all our dreams come true. If there were really genies in bottles then I would have cracked one open already, just for you to be here with me through all my years of aging.
My friends just don't get it they have everything you can ask for in a guy. While I sit alone, looking at the phone on Friday nights. We argue over who loves who more. He calls me pet names and baby; he tells me that I have no idea on how much he loves me. I think about him 24/7/365 if he was with me now he wouldn't ever leave my side.
I just pray for all this to be simple.
Written by Kacee
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