 | A never ending spiral of heartbreak I go through,
Everytime I seem to open up my heart to someone,
Everytime!!!...... I can't seem to escape the never ending torment
The spiral is a never ending torrent of deception that waits to unleash its rage when I want to love someone.I don't know what it's purpose is.
Is it there to prevent me from ever loving a person, or is it there to not let anybody in my heart until I know I find my love whom I will love forever.
I don't know why I can't find love, maybe I was never meant to.
Maybe fate wants me to live my life, never to find love.
But I refuse to go down that path, I rather choose to end my life than to let my heart suffer.
Now I am sitting here, with a gun to my head and tears rolling down my eyes, knowing this is the only way to break the spiral.
When I was ready to pull the trigger, I saw my future flash before my eyes.
Thats when I saw it.... I caught a glimpse of the person I was supposed to love, I saw the method to finally break the spiral and put my heart at ease.
Thinking it was just a mere hallucination, I pulled the trigger.....
Nothing happened, it was loaded and wasn't on safety lock.
Written by Trisha Hazel
Submitted by Trisha Hazel |  |
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