 | Hey guys! I was just gonna give yal a lil update on my current situation. I really appreciate all the comments on my story, "I Need Ur Opinion (A.S.A.P.)!", It really helped me through a VERY rough time with my parents.Well, in the last story I wrote (above), I was telling of how I come from a GREAT southern family, with the southern values, my family and I have always been very close. I had been with this guy Brandon (which I am still with) for almost 7yrs. Now. My parents have never liked him for various reasons. And one day we got into a huge fight, the argument had nothing to do with Brandon, but as usual since they do not like him, they blamed the fight on me saying all these horrible comments about Brandon, and how rediculous I was for being with him. This was the first time they kicked me out. Well they kicked me out again recently about a mth. Ago and I had been living with my grandma, (I am 19 by the way). So I had a long convo. With a my mom and dad. They explained that they never meant for me to leave neither times, but they know how hard headed I am and they confessed, they should have known I wouldnt stay. They said that they just get upset and say things they do not mean (I come a family of bad tempers, which I inherrited). So I decided to go back home yesterday, Sunday, Oct. 23. I love my family SOOOO........ much and cried and cried the 1st time they kicked me out. But yesterday I cried and cried bc I wanted to be back @ my grandmas house. I am so confused, I thought I would be happy about going home, but I am not. I guess it is bc @ my grandmas I had so much freedom that I do not have @ home and I lived next door to my bf. But I could never go back to my gmas now, bc my parents are so happy that I am home and I would feel so bad! anyways I am home, like it or not, but eventually I know I will find that I NEED to be home, that is just were I am ment to be @ this time in my life. You can leave comments if ud like. Thx peace -shan
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