 | I've caused you pain,this I know
So why cant I forget you?
Just simply let go.
Let go of the feelings I have for you deep inside.
Let go of the fact that you will always be on my mind.
Everyday I'll think of you until the day I die.
I will think of the pain I've caused you.
But all I can do is put my head down and cry.
Tears are the only thing that are keeping me alive.
Because when I think of the past,
I would rather lay down and die.
Then I wouldnt have to deal with it all.
All the pain, regret, and the sorrow.
Because here I am all alone with no one here beside me.
I'm curled into a little ball,
facing my wall of pain,torture, and misery.
I'm kept away from the world and everyone in it.
Crying in my dark little corner.
No one there to guide me.
No one to tell me what to do.
I'm lost, hopeless, and confused.
I don't know what to do now that your gone.
Guess I'll put on a fake smile, say I'm fine and play along.
Play along with everyday life,
knowing no matter what I do is ever good enough or right.
I still ask for your forgiveness,
I know I don't deserve it.
But could you do me one last favor and give it to me anyways?
That way I can smile as I take this one last pill.
Knowing that when I die you wont regret not saying,
"I forgive you."
Because regret not only takes away your life making you think you've gone insane.
It also drives you to your final resting place.
Written by Chelsea Rice
Submitted by Chelsea Rice |  |
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