 | I never told you how much I care,
I should have taken a chance, life’s a dare.
There are many twists and turns I have come to take.
I wish I knew if it were real or fake.You are my world my one desire,
inside your love lights me up like a fire.
I want you; I am going to make you mine.
I wish I honestly knew, give me a sign;
I keep it bottled up, with a cork and all.
My heart is being bounced like a tennis ball.
Why does it seem so hard to tell you exactly how I feel?
Times have really changed now a days, people lie, cheat, and steal. They even discovered new ways to break hearts, it’s unbelievable.
I still love you after everything you have done, is that feasible? Right now I am going to lay it all out, show exactly what I am about. I will give you all I have to offer, until there is no more left to give.
Maybe I will get over you, possibly give myself the chance to live.
I have discovered you hide behind a mask, your secrets soon reveled. When the time comes nothing can save you, I will no longer be your shield.
Your world will shake, rattle and tumble.
I hear you speak, but in a low mumble.
There is nothing you can say to change my mind.
It’s too late for you; I’ve realized you are blind.
Blind to the love I have given you, for your kisses have become tasteless to my mouth.
Being scared of the truth; of losing you.
The thoughts popped into my head, causing my mood to turn gray and blue.
I feel as if I am nothing without you; we are connected in more ways than one.
This long journey, they say it has just begun.
I’m grateful I don’t have to travel it alone.
My head and heart are thinking alike, saying we are finished, we are done.
My body, soul, and emotions have been defeated.
Healing and mending are much needed.
I began this poem as a love letter.
As I go on it doesn’t seem to make me feel any better.
Harsh words have been written;
hopefully they will never be forgotten.
I am leaving for sometime…
Hopefully I will grasp that moment of excellence, it will be mine.
I wish things didn’t have to change;
I get scared thinking your heart will be rearranged.
I must get use to living without you belonging to me.
I just don’t think my heart will let it be.
Written by Jaimie
Submitted by Jaimie |  |
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