I try to control my emotions but they always turn back on me when I do...
They shift me from reality and push me far from you.
They burn inside and I donэt know how,But they get the better of me and its killing me right now.
They creep into my bones and don't let me go,
They pound on my heart's door and thunder my soul.
It's actully more normal than it seems...
Though the drama is higher than your wildest dreams.
But even though I havent been able to accept it one day I will...
And though the day isnt near, time is standing dreadfully still...
And though I'll never find the place I call home...
I know that deep inside I have the strength to make it on my own.