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Hurting...

I cried today in the shower for I can take no more of this agonizing feeling of failing to help you more... It hurts to realize you've given so much, just to find out it wasn't enough...

I have given so much of everything, that I thought would make you choose to do the right thing for yourself but instead you made me a fool...

I hurt for those people who love you, who trusted you and cared for you...but what hurts me the most is, the thought of the pain they'll feel once they find out what's real...

Can't imagine you would do something like this,to let them go through what we had been through... don't tell me it's unitntentional, there's no such thing as accident...it's what you choose and don't choose, what you do and what you don't...

I think the root of this is, you wanted too much of what you don't have that you refuse to see the greater things and people that you were blessed to have...

I wont ask you to choose what I have choosed,you are in many ways greater and love than I... Self-denial maybe insane for many, but for me it's not insane to deprive your own happiness for the sake of the people you love...

Commitment over own Happiness...

Loyalty over Stolen moments...

Broken heart over Broken vows...

Broken hearts can be mend by time, when you are surrounded by your ever Loyal family, who's always Commited to make you Happy.


Written by jUsT chRistiNe


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jazmin
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You shouldn't let him control you... when someone loves you they don't hurt you...
 
Julie
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jazmin is right, you never hurt someone you love. if you really love someone, you want them to be happy even if it causes you pain and lonliness. just do what you think is right, and only what you think is right.
 
Lacey
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I agree w/ Jazmin and Julie!! And I think your situation just goes to show you if you give a man power he feeds on it!! Then he craves MORE!! My sister's boyfriend used to be like that but soon he started to get violent and she had to leave him and press charges and the court ordered him to go to anger management and now he's learned to control his jelousy and temper so they're doing a whole lot better!!! I hope it gets better! I also hope he don't go off on you like Matt did w/ LaTasha(my sister)well I wish you all the luck!!! If you need someone to talk to I'm always here!! My email address is: Flirtatious_Cherry2009@Yahoo.com
 


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