I'm so scared you'll leave
you'll find a reason why
that I hold it all in
and unable to cry
What would it feel like
to fight and make up
istead of holding it in
and keeping my chin up
It's wearing me down
tearing from within
don't know what it feels like
to wear an honest grin
I wish I could get past this
wish I could try
to stop holding it in
and let myself cry