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Pathetic

Look at me
Just look at how pathetic I am
I am such a disappointement
I keep f*cking up
I can never be good enough
to do anything
I'm stupid
Look at my grades
I can never bring a smile
on my daddys face
I'm such a failure
I try making things right
but in the end I f*cked up
Look at my thoughts
they are so dark
so meaningless
they keep going into dark places
places that I dont want them to go
places that scare me
Suicide keeps playing with my thoughts
always telling me what to do
I tell her to go away
but she always keeps coming back
I'm so pathetic
Just listen to the words I say
makes no sense
I'm so pathetic..


Written by Christinaa


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Amy
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I know how you feel I been there. know one care about you. and some time you wish that you were die or things would just go away. the only way that make me feel better is cut. but I like your poem.
 
Bianca
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Im praying for you...and dont think so negative about yourself...you just need to move on...and live life to the fullest with no regrets...if you do that...you would have a better life...if you need someone to talk to instant message me at QueenB1JLO@aol.com
 
Trina
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I've read several of your poems. All of them are on the subject of suicide. But Christina, I hope you find peace soon. I hope you choose to live and not die. And you are not pathetic. Stop feeding yourself that lie. Don't let the enemy or your situation stop you from loving you. Many people get depressed. But the key to overcoming the obstacles that gets in our way is to believe that you can. So don't give up. And remember after every cut, you reinforces the thought that "you aint sh*t." I beg of you, "Don't cut yourself." Is it solving anything? I know it isn't. God said he will not put more on us than we can bear. And he does not lie. Therefore, He must saw you as a strong individual, allowing your burden to become heavy. You can make it, Christina. But you have to pick yourself up and walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Fear no evil for He is with you. Let Him comfort you.
 


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