Not knowing what to think or feel
Is what I am feeling right now.
Not knowing were to turn or who to turn to
Is what's going on inside my head.
I feel loved yet still lost.
Nothing I do seems to be right
It always seems to be the wrong thing.
Confussed is what I have been for years.
Hurting yet still laughing.
Happy yet crying for days.
They ask me why I cry all the time
I don't know it just happens.
People say I live in the past
After what has happened in my life,
It's hard not to.
All I ever wanted was to be loved
All I got was hurt.
I just wish it was easier
To decide were to go or who to turn to.
I can't keep going on like this.
I need a place to hide
Aplace to run to when I feel like this