I gave myself to another
on an October night
everything seemed so perfect
and so rightlast month 5 years of my life
were washed down the drain
and to my surprise
only he could ease all of my pain
but just as I thought
my luck was changing
I was learning something new
that on every idea I had
he had another view
the only one who made me happy
was now making me blue
now sad and broken hearted
I don't know what to do
I want to scold and hurt him
but my heart wont allow me to
so now I'm collecting jars
one for every tear I've shed
vowing to myself
nomore crying in my bed
as he passes by speechless
my heart continues breaking
all of this agony I'm going through
in mind I'm still his for the taking
I gave myself to another
on an October night
not sure it was so perfect or so right
but one thing I'm sure of is
there are no regrets
and Id do it all again but
If only with him
one thing I long for is
his heart for me to win
Oh my! What am I saying
I'm in LOVE with him
and somehow I hope he'll realize
somehow I hope he'll see
that hes completely taken over me
to a point where I can't breathe.............M