 | I feel so trapped inside my own emotions
Each and everyone is tangled together to create a horrific mess
This mess is the life I have no choice, but to live
I created it and now can no longer escape from the beauty of its nightmareI’ve lied to myself so much, that I have slowly become nothing but the lies
They seem so beautiful and please everyone
But inside I am so lost and can’t tell what the truth is anymore
I don’t want to hurt anyone but can tell this will eventually crash down
All it needs is time, counting the minutes away waiting for a stir….
Then a tremendous collision of the truth and the lies will finally crash together and both burn out.
Slowly, Bitterly, with hatred for me, the creator of this disaster
They’ll disappear and leave me to erase the left over pieces of a drama I created for a reason I do not understand
A reason, which I cant even despise myself for
As I can no longer feel guilt, hate, sadness
It’s all just so numb; the only thing I want to save me is love
And I have shut off my brain so it doesn’t listen to my heart
I can no longer do what is wanted, as this internal dilemma destroys what I really need
All I know is that I don’t want to hurt anyone
And the one thing I'm sure of is that I will.
Written by BrokenEmOtion
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