It's already midnight and my head is aching.
I can't sleep and the thought of my boyfriend is bothering me.
I haven't heard from him for almost two days.
it's hard, knowing that I don't seem important to him.He's addicted to this online gaming called ragnarok.
I know, after I write this story, I'll be able to sleep and dream about him.
I'm hurting inside. though I don't want to be hurt no more, the thought of breaking up with him is a heartbreaking thing to do.
sept. 8, 2005
Today, I received a message from him, he told me he's sorry because he's been so busy... ( today is the city fiesta ) and he did look for me... sounds dumb, right?
But I know he's telling the truth, and I will forgive him, today.
sept. 9 2005