 | It's time to remove this mask of indifference and unleash the feeling.
It's time to relieve myself from this heavy load and feel lighter.
Friendship, I guess that is what I'll ever be to you. How did I manage to conceal it for so long?
Even when we are this close, I did not show it out.
Because of the many barriers and reasons, I know I can't.
Each time we met even for just a few minutes, I didn't treat it as mere coincidence but fate, to make myself feel better.
Your presence always makes me speechless but when I finally worked up the courage to speak to you, you're already gone.
I could only stand rooted there and watch you drift away not knowing when the time to see you again is.
I love you when I know I shouldn't but how could I help it?
I am sorry it was unintentional.
I know I should be silent but the feelings became impatient to be free and I am going to take the chance that you don't turn and walk away without a backward glance.
So now, you know my secret that was safely tucked away for the past three years.
If friendship is all you can give with that, I am content really.
At least I'd be able to see that you're actually doing fine.
And if remaining anonymous can let us remain as friends, I will, cause' I don't know when will I be able to find the courage to tell you just who am I.
I love you.
Written by thepenguins
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