 | Good day to everyone! I am a senior college student. It may sound easy to talk about love or attraction on opposite sex and I know that probably it is just a common problem but I really need help here...I have a very special guy in my life. He’s not my boyfriend though.He's been my crush since we became classmates in first year college but it was during the month of September on our third year in college that I got the chance to get to know him. That was September 15 when we first watched a last full show movie together. That was really memorable to me because that marked the beginning of our relationship as friends...
And so that was followed by another movie together and moments where we were given a chance to be with together and know more about each other...
As I have said I am attracted to him but I don't know if he's feeling the same way too. I really couldn't figure out if I am special to him because every time that we're together, he is sweet sometimes and though he is not showy but I can really feel that he likes me BUT when we were in school with our classmates, he seemed just ignoring me...every time our classmates tease us he will just smile like as if it's ok with him. also, it seems that I am the only one who's thinking of things that we could do so that we will be together like asking him if we could watch a certain movie...he always waits for my signal or move...but despite of it, I couldn't say also that he doesn't want to be with me because there are times that I caught him staring at me, looking for me when I’m not around(sometimes I know it through his friends) and there was this one time, after watching a last full show movie again, we held each other's hands for too long( from the movie house going out the mall and up to the time when I rode the jeepney). At first I felt his tenseness but then later on he felt comfortable. I really felt that time that our feelings are mutual esp when he said that even though he spent money for us but then (holding my hand tight)it's worth it and then smiled....you see, he is really very difficult to read even my close friends can sometimes tell that yes he likes me. He seemed enjoying every moment that we are together and seemed already content. If he likes me too then why is it that he doesn't seem to have any plans of courting me or asking me to be his girl?
you know what really bothers me is that WE ARE LIKE COUPLES ALREADY IN THE WAY WE TREAT EACH OTHER AND EVEN OUR CL*SSMATES ARE ASKING US IF WE ARE THE ONLY THING THAT IS MISSING IS THE COURTING STAGE OR THE PHRASE "YES, I AM YOUR GIRL" FOR FORMALITY PURPOSES... funny isn't it?
Now tell me...will I continue loving him and just be content with the situation or will I ask him what the real score is really. Though I am happy with what we are now as special friends but I want to really be his girl. I want to take care of him, to be with him when he badly needs someone to talk to and to share my life with him...please help me...I am really confused...
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