 | Raised by strict parents, the certain beliefs I didn't understand at the time. My cousins thought I was still a child. He walks into my life by the help of my sister. The sister who promises to help me be with him the sister who pushed me to be with him. I began to love him more and more.I remember crying every night because I haven't seen him for weeks. I constantly reminded him on how my family was. I was hurt. My cousins and sister began to talk about him badly. It hurt my soul. I loved him. He began to stop calling me for days. He went out, I stayed home. I called he didn't answer. He got high, I slept. He never even broke up with me. Never did he say we were over. He just left me, left me to be alone and wonder. Years later he’s with her. The girl who stole his smile away. I was angry for months. I couldn't even blame him for leaving me. I signed on read away messages, saw new pictures on line. I cried, I looked at my family with an upset face. I see him at party's, get together. I partied to get over him, spoke to new guys. I am even with another guy now. I'm very deeply in love with him. But when I look at him with her. I always ask myself. What if?
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