 | Ok, to start it all off, I was engaged to this guy that I really loved for about a year. We were planning on getting married in the future whenever we got really ready. But we broke it up a few months ago. Well about a month ago, I was looking on yahoo personals and I found his best friend on there.And I have always liked him but I never had the chance to tell him. So, by that time me and Chris had already broke up. So, I got to tell Justin what I thought about him. I told him that I have always had feelings for him and that I really like him a lot. So I and Justin have been talking for a while now. The only thing is that he is Chris's best friend and he is in Iraq fighting for our freedom. He is a great guy. I know he is. But I am still kind of seeing Chris. And he is trying to get back with me. But when I am with Chris now I don’t feel the same as I used to. Yeah, I still love him and always will. But I don't think that things will ever be the same. I really want to know where things will go between me and Justin. But I don't want to hurt Chris either. When I am with Chris, I am really thinking about Justin. I always have Justin on my mind now days. He has told me that we should get together whenever he gets to come back home. But I am so confused. Because me, Chris, and Justin used to hang out a lot. But what is it going to be like now? I mean, are Chris and Justin still going to be able to be friends like they were? Or are they just going to hate each other? I would really hate for them to break up their friendship over me. I can not stand things like that. I don’t believe in breaking up friendships over past relationships. Chris knows about me talking to Justin and he says that he doesn’t care. But he is calling me all the time now. Do you think that he is just trying to get me back so I won’t go back to Justin? Or does he just really want me back? I am so confused. Justin will be home tomorrow. He will get to be home for two weeks. I am so ready to see him. I miss him a lot. I just don't know what to do. He has all the things in a guy that I have ever wanted. But, the only problem is Chris. Because I know that he still loves me. But I love Justin too. I just don't know what to do. Should I just leave Chris alone and go to Justin? That is what my heart is telling me to do. But I don’t want to hurt Chris in the long run. I have told Chris countless times that I do want to be with Justin and that me and him should just be friends. But he is not giving up on me. What do I do? Please help me. I don't know what to do. If you have any suggestions please email me at ga_rebel_chick918@yahoo.com and let me know. Any suggestions are really appreciated. Thanks a lot. Felicia
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