 | I read everyones mushy bullsh..poems and vowed never to write one of these f..kers cause its so cliche we where never about that. We have sex like animals, and curse like truck drivers, you watched me get drunk, and hold my hair back, while I puke, then wash the stains off my face, and your shoes.But in some way....all that became so dam sweet, everytime we fought. We got drawn in closer, you started to call me baby, you looked at me a little longer, you held me so tight...all the time.......and never once did one of us pullaway. You called me beautiful,....... you made me cry...you made me smile. Soo bright.........you broke every hard bone in my body, and your vows of never letting me get close, became dim when you siad I love you you SWORE we could never get that close........ and we did............. behind, all our crazy scheaming, above our neeed for" attention"......you became everthing I needed, I found myself listening to god dam Journey and crying, you told me when we fought, you had this pit in the bottem of your stomach, you couldnt eat or sleep, we tryed to take a break, give us time apart, and the 3 days we lasted turned into if we can make it through and our outside bullsh*t, we can make through anything. And so far we have. Our story to be honest is very differnt, have never heard one like it before, well our circumstances, our situation, if I told you you would agree, but I wont cause we know and this really is more for me than anyone, will he ever see this? Probably not......... if I ever get to the point, where I could Show YOU....oh dear lord, I'm SCREWED!
What the hell am I talking about I already am, you rock, best thing I ever met! I LOVE YOU SO DAM MUCH think about you always, who would have ever thouht id put a dude on my screen saver. You have taught me so much, about life, myself, and you. I love YOU BABY!!!!!!EVEN WHEN YOUR NOT W/ ME UR LIVE AND BREED IN MY HEART.
IF I COULD GIVE YOU ALL YOUR DREAMS I WOULD HAND THEM TO YOU ONE BY ONE!! You stand by me, ...... if we cant spend eternity together.... I can say I just spent forever with you..........in my mind love= heartache, damage, sick cr*p..but guess what? I know how I love you, right now in this moment, or these moments.........everthing around us is crazy but we are not.... I don't make sense, you don't make sense, but together we make sense. YOU ROCK MY WORLD BABY....ALWAYS
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