 | "It's okay", I assure my inner conscience
Sitting looking at you, Still in silence
No words are necessary to assist me
Nothing can help me but truth and honesty
Me being honest with MYSELF
For tha first time in 5 years, I'm faceing my fears
Letting go of all your excuse's
Letting go without candy coading tha buried secrets
You can't take tha quiteness
Tha lack of talking is stifling you
You look so scared, so frightful
Whats tha matter baby? I say
Letting my eyes be my silent words
As we sit to hear tha sun rise of tha morning birds
Sweat now accomulating on your forehead
Opening your mouth to let nothing out
Basking in tha awkwardness written on your face
You knew as well as I
There was no where to run, no where to hide
Just blank spaces, and empty hour glasses
2 hours and 5 years spent walking past it
Tha love we shared had died out slow
Like a poorly nurtured plant
No care for, no more room to grow
So as I stare closer to you
As I'm looking into your eyes
There I see where tha deception lies
No need for useless words to be uttered
When the truth is being uncovered
I began to feel free
Knowing I Finally WON this battle
As I leave to walk out avoiding tha rattle
Without even makeing a sound
Feeling unstoppable knowing I defeated this round
All tha more I learned from then to now
I never knew silence could be so loud......
Written by NyCole Howell
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