 | I'm trying to find the light, but it just seems like night.
I'm not gonna be ok I realized, no matter how hard anyone tries.
They can do everything, but I will never feel anything.
No one knows me and I really just want to flee.I'm slipping slowly and surely, lik a clock ticking fast and likely.
I need help, and this is how I've never felt.
I'm trying to cope, but it's hard when I have no hope.
I'm tired of faking my life, making it seem like there's no strife.
I'm holding my breath, waiting for anything, but I fear there's nothing left, nothing, anywhere.
LIfe's cruel and I guess I'm the fool.
I played the part, when I let you take my heart.
Now I'm sitting here, catching my tears, as they fall, and I'm trying to stand tall.
But I crumble and all I can mumble is my word that I was never murdered.
You all knew it, but you all blew it.
I was a loose cannon, ready to blow, like a c*cked handgun, this I guess you should know.
There's no light ahead, because the fact is I'm Already Dead.
Written by Alexandra
Submitted by Alexandra |  |